Inherited Dreams
The cotton bolls felt real between Dr. Emma Nakamura's fingers until Director Barrett's voice snapped her back to the quarterly review meeting.
"—budget allocations for consciousness research will be restructured according to Helix Biotech revised protocols," he droned, oblivious to Emma's trembling hands still clutching phantom slavery.
She pressed her palms against the conference table's smart-surface, its neural-responsive temperature anchoring her to July 2051, to Helix Biotech's Neural Consciousness Division, to her own fractured identity.
But the taste lingered — like overwhelming desperation, memories that belonged to someone's great-great-grandmother picking cotton under a Mississippi sun Emma had never seen.
"Dr. Nakamura?" Barrett's voice carried corporate irritation.
"Your assessment of the Memory Integration Therapy revenue projections?"
Emma blinked, forcing focus through fifteen years of pharmaceutical sleep suppressants and neural interface dependency.
"The Consciousness Synchronisation Protocol shows unprecedented market potential. Inherited trauma symptoms reduced by 94% across all demographic targets."
What she didn't mention was the cost. Each successful treatment left her more hollow, as if pieces of her soul were being extracted to create space for other people's nightmares — nightmares that Helix Biotech was now packaging as "authentic emotional experiences" for wealthy clients seeking meaning in their chemically-regulated lives.
Her neural implant chimed — a priority message from Dr. James Wright, her research partner and the only person who understood how far she'd fallen into the corporate machine: Lab emergency. Memory cascade failure. Come now.
Emma excused herself, walking through corridors where holographic advertisements for "Emotional Wellness Solutions" flickered past her vision. Employees moved like ghosts, their mood-regulated faces occasionally replaced by child labourers in Cambodian rice fields or Native American children being stripped of their names in boarding schools during her now frequent microsleep episodes.
The Consciousness Integration Laboratory hummed with quantum processors and thaumaturgical memory arrays — technology that could link human minds across electromagnetic and magical fields, sharing experiences at the synaptic level while harvesting them for corporate use.
Twelve neural pods surrounded a central console where James stood analysing brainwave patterns that violated every corporate safety protocol.
"Tell me you see it too," he said without turning around. His dark skin gleamed with nervous perspiration, his usually steady hands shaking as he pointed to monitors displaying impossible data.
Emma studied the synchronised wave patterns — her patients' dreams flowing in perfect harmony, their individual traumas dissipating into collective processing. But underneath the therapeutic success lay something else: a deeper rhythm, ancient and persistent, like a heartbeat from gaia herself.
"Pattern-matching indicates these aren't random memory fragments," Emma said, her scientific training fighting against growing dread.
"They're... catalogued. Hierarchical. As if someone's been systematically documenting inherited pain for centuries."
"Not someone," James whispered.
"The network itself. Do you think it’s connect to the Memory Plague?" He handed her a tablet displaying global neural interface data.
"Chronic consciousness fragmenters worldwide, all with genetic markers connecting them to historical trauma. All experiencing what classified corporate files identify as 'ancestral echo syndrome.'"
Emma scrolled through encrypted case studies: a Rwandan memory specialist in Brussels processing Atlantic slave ship experiences; an Aboriginal neural technician in Sydney accessing Cambodian genocide fragments; a German consciousness engineer in New London experiencing Cherokee Trail of Tears memories. The pattern was undeniable and terrifying.
"We're not treating individual Memory Plague symptoms," she realised.
"We're processing collective trauma that's been accumulating in human genetic memory for generations. And somehow… I don’t understand how, but I think my consciousness has become the central processing node."
The lab's security seal disengaged, admitting Khalil Mansour, her Palestinian patient. His session wasn't scheduled for hours, but he looked haggard, desperate. Behind him came Elena Torres, Jin Watanabe, and Naia Reeves — all successfully treated patients, all carrying the hollowed-out look Emma recognised in her own reflection.
"Dr. Nakamura," Khalil said, his accent thickening with exhaustion, "we can all sense your neural degradation through the network. Your processing load is... cascading into our implants."
Elena stepped forward, her hands trembling with suppressed pharmaceutical withdrawal.
"Last night I experienced slave ship memories, residential school trauma, and village massacres… all of them simultaneously. That's impossible unless..."
"Unless consciousness exists in quantum superposition," Naia finished, her Lakota heritage evident in her bearing despite her obvious neural strain.
"Unless trauma is genuinely inherited, encoded in genetic memory like cellular mitochondria."
Emma felt the room distort, her sleep-deprived brain struggling to process the implications while her neural implant fed her a dose of stabilising chemicals.
If inherited trauma was real, if her consciousness synchronisation therapy was accessing genetic memory banks, then she wasn't just treating twelve patients — she was processing centuries of accumulated human suffering for corporate profit.
"Helix security has detected unusual quantum resonance patterns," James said quietly, showing Emma classified alerts on his encrypted interface.
"There's a corporate extraction team mobilising. They want to weaponise whatever's happening here."
Emma's legs buckled. She collapsed into a chair as realisation crushed down - she'd accidentally created technology that could access humanity's collective unconscious trauma, and now forces beyond her control wanted to monetise it.
"How long?" she asked, her voice barely audible.
"Six hours, maybe less."
Emma closed her eyes, feeling the familiar pull of microsleep dragging her toward someone else's memories. This time she embraced it, sinking into inherited pain that tasted of tear gas and felt like neural suppression collars, searching for answers in the archaeological layers of human trauma.
When she opened them again, her patients were staring at her with a mixture of fear and determination.
"We're not letting them extract this," Khalil said.
"Whatever it is you've discovered, whatever this network represents — we're all part of it now."
Emma nodded, understanding that her next decision would determine not just her own fate, but the psychological future of the whole of humanity in an age where consciousness itself had become corporate property.
The Archaeology of Pain
The quantum neural interface felt like liquid nitrogen against Emma's temples as she initiated the deepest consciousness link yet attempted. Around her, five patients lay connected to the central processor, their awareness merging with hers in patterns that defied every corporate neuroscience protocol.
"Vital signs are redlining," James warned, monitoring displays that painted the lab in crimson light.
"Emma, your neural interface is drawing power beyond safe parameters. This could cause permanent consciousness fragmentation."
"Fragmentation is inevitable," she replied, her voice already carrying harmonics that belonged to multiple people.
"We need to understand what we're processing before the Helix's extraction team arrives."
The link activated with a sound like shattering crystal. Suddenly Emma existed in twelve locations simultaneously — her own pharmaceutical-managed consciousness, plus each patient's neural signature, plus something deeper: the vast repository of inherited trauma they'd been unconsciously accessing through quantum genetic memory.
This is not historical record, she realised as experiences flooded through her enhanced awareness.
This is active. Living. Evolving.
She felt herself standing in a cotton field in 1847, whilst also in a Khmer Rouge camp in 1977, but also in a corporate detention facility in 2025.
The temporal boundaries dissolved, revealing trauma as a living entity that existed outside linear time, an entity that was growing stronger with each generation that refused to acknowledge its presence.
"Christ," Jin gasped from his pod, his neural implant flashing warning codes.
"It's not just our genetic lines. It's everyone. Every genocide, every systematic oppression, every corporate erasure of human dignity — it's all networked."
Elena's pod began emitting medical alerts.
"I can see them," she whispered, tears streaming down her face.
"All of the disappeared. From Argentina, from El Salvador, from every corporate black site. They're not gone — they're trapped in this... this quantum purgatory."
Emma felt the network straining under revelation's weight. Her consciousness expanded further, touching minds across the globe: chronic insomniacs in Neo-Tokyo processing indigenous trauma; Memory Plague patients in New London carrying colonial guilt; researchers in São Paulo accidentally accessing slave trade memories through their neural interfaces.
"We're not alone in this," she gasped to James, though speaking across temporal barriers required enormous neural energy.
"There are others. Hundreds of us, maybe thousands, each serving as processing nodes for the collective trauma. But the whole system is overloading."
Through the quantum link, she accessed files that shouldn't exist — classified documents detailing corporate knowledge of inherited trauma networks, Helix Biotech's attempts to monetise genetic memory, military applications for consciousness warfare. The corporate hierarchy had known about collective trauma processing for decades, carefully managing public ignorance while exploiting the individual processors themselves.
"Emma!" James's voice cut through dimensions of inherited pain.
"Someone's overriding lab security. We've got incoming."
On the monitors, she could see black hover-vehicles surrounding the facility. Through security cameras, armoured figures moved with military precision, their faces hidden behind masks bearing Helix Biotech's DNA helix symbol.
"They're not standard security," James announced, his voice tight with fear.
"They’re consciousness extraction teams."
Emma felt the network convulsing as her patients began experiencing cascading trauma loops — multiple generations of pain cycling through their awareness like digital storms.
Khalil was reliving every Palestinian displacement since 1948; Naia was experiencing the full scope of Native American genocide; Elena was processing every disappearance from corporate cleansing operations.
"I have to sever the connection," Emma said, but even as she reached for the emergency shutdown, she knew the truth: there was no going back. The link had awakened something that had been dormant in human consciousness for millennia.
"No," Naia gasped, her neural signature blazing with ancestral strength.
"Don't you see? This is why we survived. Why our families carried the memories. We're the ones who hold the pain so it doesn't die with the victims."
The laboratory doors exploded inward. Tactical teams poured through, weapons trained on the neural pods. Behind them walked a woman in an expensive corporate suit, her smile cold as corporate profits.
"Dr. Nakamura," she said, her voice carrying absolute authority.
"I'm Director Victoria Cross from Helix Biotech's Consciousness Division. We're here to secure the breakthrough you've achieved."
"Like hell you are," James snarled, positioning himself between the pods and the extraction teams.
Director Cross gestured, and her soldiers aimed neural disruptors at him.
"This technology represents a quantum leap in consciousness manipulation. The ability to access and modify inherited trauma could revolutionise behavioural control, eliminate social dissent, reshape human psychology for optimal corporate integration."
Emma felt her patients' terror through the neural link, but underneath it was something else: resolve. They'd chosen to carry this burden together, and they wouldn't let it be weaponised.
"You don't understand," Emma said, her voice carrying the weight of centuries.
"This isn't technology. It's evolution. Consciousness adapting to process collective trauma that would otherwise fragment the species."
"Even better," Director Cross smiled.
"We can accelerate that evolution, curate which memories survive, determine which trauma gets processed. Imagine a world where Helix Biotech controls humanity's psychological foundation."
Emma felt the network reaching critical mass. Her patients' inherited trauma was synchronising, creating resonance patterns that threatened to tear apart the barriers between individual consciousness and collective memory.
"James," she whispered through their shared neuro-link, making the hardest decision of her life.
"Initiate global broadcast."
"Emma, no. That will link you permanently to every trauma processor on Earth. Your individual identity will—"
"Will be sacrificed to preserve humanity's psychological autonomy," she finished.
"Just do it."
Emma's consciousness exploded outward across the planet's networks, her last coherent thought was a prayer: that some burdens are too important to carry alone.
The Silence of Severed Bonds
Emma existed everywhere and nowhere, her consciousness scattered across a global network of human trauma processors while her body convulsed in the Helix facility.
Through a thousand different minds, she felt the world beginning to awaken as inherited pain started flooding into collective awareness through the global neural interface networks.
In Rwanda, a corporate memory specialist suddenly gasped as slave ship memories touched her consciousness interface. In Australia, Aboriginal children began experiencing flashes of ancestral languages. In New Palestine, young people felt the first whispers of their grandparents' historical, brutal displacement.
The neural link was just beginning to shatter the barriers between individual and collective memory — humanity's first tentative steps toward experiencing its shadow together.
"Network intrusion detected," James reported urgently, watching security protocols cascade across his screens.
"They're not just here to extract us — they're jamming the quantum broadcast."
Emma felt the network stuttering, her consciousness being forcibly contracted back into her failing body. The global connection that had been building was collapsing, strangled by corporate countermeasures she hadn't anticipated.
"Thirty-seven corporate territories reporting minor neural anomalies," Director Cross said with cold satisfaction, watching containment protocols engage across the facilities holographic displays.
"All within acceptable parameters. The breach is being cauterised."
Emma's expanded awareness snapped back like a broken rubber band, leaving her gasping in the neural pod as pain flooded through her synapses. Around her, her patients screamed as their shared consciousness was violently severed.
"No," she whispered, feeling the network dying before it could truly live.
"We were so close..."
Through her fragmented connection, she could sense other processors worldwide being systematically disconnected — their neural interfaces overloaded, their consciousness bridges burned out by corporate intrusion directly into their brains.
In São Paulo, Dr. Ana Maria collapsed as her lab was raided. In Neo-Tokyo, Dr. Hiroshi's research was being deleted in real-time. In Cairo, Dr. Fatima's facility went dark.
"The network is fragmenting," Emma gasped through the lab's speakers, her voice now weak and distorted.
"They're killing the connections faster than we can establish them."
Director Cross approached Emma's pod with the satisfied expression of someone who had prevented a crisis rather than caused one.
"Did you really think Helix Biotech would allow humanity's psychological foundation to slip from corporate control?"
James frantically worked the interface through his neural link, trying to restore the quantum cascade, but the countermeasures were too sophisticated.
"Emma, the backup protocols are failing. I can't maintain the broadcast."
Emma felt her individual consciousness being pulled back into her broken body like a soul being forced into hell. The collective trauma processing that could have healed humanity was being strangled in its cradle.
"You don't understand what you're destroying," Emma pleaded, her voice breaking as she felt Khalil's neural signature flatlining.
"This was evolution. Consciousness adapting to heal collective wounds that—"
"That threaten profit margins," Director Cross finished.
"Imagine if people could process their trauma collectively, Dr. Nakamura. No need for pharmaceutical mood management. No market for artificial emotional experiences. No dependency on corporate psychological services."
Elena's pod went silent. Then Jin's. One by one, Emma felt her patients dying as their neural interfaces were overloaded by extraction protocols designed to shut their neural signatures down and harvest their consciousness fragments, completely eliminating their ability to share them - or live.
"The trauma was being shared… healed," Emma sobbed, feeling Naia's beautiful strength fade into digital silence.
"Finally, after centuries of people carrying inherited pain alone—"
"And now it will remain profitable," Director Cross said, gesturing to her extraction teams.
"We'll patent whatever fragments we can recover. Market them as premium emotional experiences for our enhanced clients."
James made one last desperate attempt to restore the network, but Emma could feel him fading too. The neural feedback from the severed connections was cooking his brain from the inside out.
"James," she whispered.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry we couldn't—"
"Don't apologise for trying to save us all," he gasped, blood trickling from his nose as his neural interface sparked and died.
"Some things... some things are worth dying for."
Emma felt the last connection snap as James went still at his console. She was alone now, surrounded by the bodies of people who had chosen to carry humanity's pain together, their sacrifice reduced to profitable data fragments in corporate servers.
"Prep the final extraction," Director Cross ordered.
"Harvest whatever consciousness patterns remain intact. The board will want a full report on the commercial applications."
As the extraction needles pierced her skull, Emma's last coherent thought was of Khalil asking his children to remember their grandmother's stories, of Elena drawing pictures with her daughter, of Naia teaching traditional songs to preserve them for the next generation.
They had died trying to ensure no one would carry inherited trauma alone.
Now everyone would carry it alone forever.
Corporate Silence
The official Helix Biotech press release was a masterpiece of corporate sanitisation:
*"Following a tragic laboratory accident at our Neural Consciousness Division, we regret to announce the loss of six dedicated researchers and volunteers in what appears to have been an experimental neural interface malfunction. Dr. Emma Nakamura and her team were conducting authorised research into memory-related disorders when a catastrophic system failure resulted in fatal neural feedback.
All research materials have been secured for analysis, and enhanced safety protocols will be implemented across all Helix facilities. The families of the deceased have been provided with comprehensive compensation packages and our deepest condolences.
We are proud to announce that breakthroughs from Dr. Nakamura's research will contribute to our new PureMindâ„¢ emotional wellness suite, now available to qualified corporate clients. Her legacy lives on in our continued commitment to ensure consciousness optimisation."*
The news cycle lasted exactly 37 hours before being replaced by stories about Aurora Nexus's latest energy innovations and Axiom Integrated's virtual reality entertainment breakthrough. The families of the deceased signed non-disclosure agreements in exchange for enough credits to survive in corporate territories.
No mention was made of inherited trauma, collective consciousness, or the network that had briefly connected thousands of minds across the globe.
Underground Memory
But in the spaces between corporate surveillance, something survived.
Dr. Yuki Tanaka in Neo-Tokyo's underground medical district still treated patients suffering from what she called "severed connection syndrome" — people who had briefly touched the network before it was destroyed, now experiencing phantom pain where their collective bonds had been cut.
"I felt them," whispered Maria Santos, a former Helix test subject who had escaped the initial extraction.
"For just a moment, I felt my grandmother's pain being shared by others who understood. I felt... not alone."
In São Paulo's forgotten favelas, Dr. Ana Maria's surviving research notes circulated through encrypted channels, inspiring other neuroscientists to attempt their own small-scale collective trauma processing experiments. Most failed. Some succeeded for hours or days before corporate security found them.
In Berlin's Freizone, hackers calling themselves "The Severed" worked to reverse-engineer the consciousness networking protocols from scattered data fragments, hoping to rebuild what Emma had created. Their servers were raided monthly, their progress reset, their members one by one disappeared into corporate detention facilities.
And in the refugee camps that existed in the shadows between corporate territories, Khalil's daughter Layla grew up carrying her father's unfinished work. She learned to hide her research, to disguise trauma processing as traditional therapy, to keep the dream of collective healing alive in the margins where corporate surveillance couldn't reach.
"My father died believing that no one should carry inherited pain alone," she would tell her hidden patients, her voice breaking with the weight of generational loss.
"They killed him for that belief. They killed them all."
"But the trauma is still there. The pain is still being passed down. And somewhere, somehow, we'll find a way to share it again… to heal it."
In corporate boardrooms, executives toasted the successful containment of the "Nakamura Incident." The consciousness networking technology was filed away as proprietary intellectual property, too dangerous for public release but too valuable to destroy.
The wealthy could purchase curated trauma experiences as personal entertainment. The poor carried their inherited pain alone, exactly as the system required.
But in the darkness between corporate lights, in the spaces where surveillance couldn't penetrate, in the hearts of those who remembered what it felt like to share the burden of human suffering — the network lived on as memory, as hope, as a promise that someday, someone would finish what Emma Nakamura had died trying to create.
The sleepless collective had been murdered in its cradle, but the dream of collective healing refused to die.
In the end, that dream was all they had left to carry…
What if your ancestors' pain lived in your dna and your dreams? What if consciousness could be networked? What if corporations killed the cure for human suffering?
Some burdens are too heavy for one person to carry — but when those who would share that load are murdered for trying, the burden becomes unbearable, passed down through generations not as healing, but as a wound that never stops bleeding.
Great metaphor for the times and possible human experience during this difficult times. I sometimes wonder is life just playing out for the viewer or is the viewer not just a receiver but a transmitter holding up reality, memory and the entirety of human existence. Like Jenga pieces where if you remove enough it all collapses in on itself unto the void of eternal darkness where those left ill-prepared would drift into insanity. Do some of those receiver/transmitters eventually get burnt out and need to be replaced? Is that why everything feels like and unstoppable chain of events that burns those individuals out? Is reality and memory just transmitted to receievers who then transmit those memories they assume are theirs into the reality field thus making all human history and the artificial reality we know of as life possible? Is that why it feels anything is possible and science is made a mockery of with impossibilities made possible and then rewritten as though it was always possible once enough data has been transmitted to give a foundation for the obvious? Hard to tell anymore.
It does remind me of times as a teenager when reading through 20th century history I had similar thoughts contemplating WW2 which can be said is the sole purpose for my awareness. Events not making much sense or seeming like laughable storytelling of inconsistencies along with an internal rage at whomever that this isn't how it happened with a succinct feeling like victory was already had just by analyzing the data. But then how did this come to be? Strange events happened as though being overwritten by this false reality of the world for reasons I still can't understand. Struggling to override it while also riding along with its narrative creating a nervous system disunity as though being overloaded with a hodgepodge of realities trying to synthesize a single one from them all.
I'd read every book on that period of time good or bad trying to find something and often would think to myself how the world can be rewritten if only the present knowledge was taken backwards in time.
Books like "How Hitler could've won WW2" seemed to synchronize with these thoughts back then and I became a dreamer wishing to turn back the wheels of time. I dreamed of it often that it sometimes felt real but alas some things are written and unchangeable it seems or it becomes a ripple effect that changes again and again with the same outcome to utter frustration creating its own loop. It's also very difficult to go backwards and be believed let alone change anything noteworthy as a result. Almost as if you need an army throughout space and time itself to anchor such a messaging system into place. I do have a feeling as though that loneliness wasn't always the case. Knowing others without thinking or remembering them. They could walk into a door and it's as though a couple seconds go by and it all comes to you effortlessly. I also remember the hollowness when they left trapped in my own corner or the void. Perhaps it'll all make sense. Maybe burning out was the point. Maybe you'll get relieved. At some point you go from caring to just fulfilling whatever purpose you've told yourself to simply be until you too have your mental processor burned out in such a fashion you could die standing before you hit the ground staring at its hardness like a pillow ready to shatter your face like your internal energy source feels dissipated. A death so absolute you can stare at the hard surface unable to think of even the pain or aftermath of coming face to face with a wall. You become immune to physical pain and fears if you're unable to focus on it and it's supposed expectation your mind then tells the body's censors.
Maybe to change the future one has to go through the past after glimpsing the results of continued paths and actions to change it. My fondest memories were dreaming of charging through the eastern front with endless light weight energy before being ripped apart by a shell. I dreamed other deaths but like Mad World, the dreams in which you're dying are the best I've ever had. No strange irony I stood over an unexploded IED with sad disappointment in this current existence. Does art imitate reality or vice versa? Perhaps it explains the feeling of everyone can enjoy their heaven. But blow me into a million million pieces and fuck off and leave me alone. I'm tired and just want some sleep in peace and quiet.
Tapping into a truth and a reality here, Muzzled.
It is something I think for all of us to come to terms with, the deepest assumptions concerning what it is to be human.
Rudolf Hess, in some of his last days of being unimprisoned, related his haunting vision of dead children. It was true, of course, so he set upon a path to try to change it. Today he is one of the most hated men who ever lived, which was his sentence for walking hand in hand with destiny.
Ultimately the question is raised, whether being human is an assumed state of incarnation or something more.